that day when i met RE, we discussed abt the project progress. then after that, i said i will do the MTS assay in jan, hopefully i can finish. She commented, MTS is very brainless, you should be able to complete it.

my fyp is very brainless to her.

Ever since this sem started, i tend to go out and play less often. speaking of friday, i dun dare to arrange things beforehand cause i fear i need to rush back to lab last minute. many thanks to jianwei who always helped me arrange. :) sometimes its not that i placed too much priority on my fyp, but its the nature of my fyp. my cells will die if i leave them alone lol. and i have to take readings at very specifc timings to make sure the results are reproducible. i am already not very pro in my techniques, i cant be any more complacent right.

speaking of fyp, i just realised i lost touch with a no. of great friends. some started working, some overseas, some got attached, some got fyp, some started taking more tuition, some had so much school work to do they take so damn long to reply one sms lol... I am not saying I am feeling damn alone now, but I just felt sad that everyone is so busy to even meetup. sigh.

I am not giving any more tuition. And thus my income is ZERO. Gosh thats really bad cause I got other stuff to pay every month. Even if I eat grass and walk to school everyday, I still have deficient. :(:( I always got very emo when I cant solve my money problems.

I cant study efficiently tonight so I started looking at everyone's photos and started thinking. And thus I wrote the above entry lol.

I miss my best friend greatly.

i shouldnt be blogging today cause my pt test is quite screwed up. but then .. my brain just refuse to absorb anything. anw, today was quite a fruitful day of fyp. and RE said good job hee. :):)

but that also means my last day of work before the exams is this sat. :(

i am shocked by how fast things/people change.

Supposed to be studying today, but ended up playing mahjong. Gah, but mahjong is really a very good distressing activity! HUAT AR!~

saw a millipede in lab today. I was alone, so I dun know what to do. In the end, I watched it escape. Not intending to kill it but I think I should remove it from the lab right, but I dun dare lol. Millipedes reminded me of sec school days, cause my sch was beside the forest then my classroom was at the first floor. Millipedes were our best friends that time!

one relative just came to my home and started smoking. damn. Now I feel am like in gentings cause my house is so small and filled with smoke. And my whole nose is blocked.

studying in lab is really beyond unproductive. today, there was this abnn who kept talking on the phone. dun say i am racist, but why all of them always speak so fast and loud, giving me headache. so now, my pharmaco test is like quite shitty cause i just started on angina. :((( and to think the next two days gonna be quite lab intensive.

bad day. suddenly i think i should go for a break. maybe i will tell RE i want to go for study break alr, hope she dun get too agitated.

it wasnt meant to be like that.

OMG the patient on my prescription today for PP3 was called Jay chou! And he was prescribed prazosin. Luckily it was for high bp, not benign prostate hypertrophy lol. :D:D:D

I am still very excited. When I was talking to AC for intervention, I said:

Hi Dr Lee, I am CP from NUS FARM. This is regarding a patient called Jay Chou. I am his pharmacist.

In my mind, I was thinking ...

Hi Dr Lee, I am CP from NUS FARM. This is regarding a patient called Jay Chou. I am his wife.

lalalalala. :D:D:D

Did a slight mistake for my bioassay today, I just hope there is no contamination tmr. Dun dare to tell my mentor cause she will be pissed off I tink argh. Hope things will still be fine tmr, grrrr.